give up

 i really dissapoint with myself, i dont know how to describe that dissapoitment feeling to you guys. nak buat assignment bi pun terkial-kial, bila buat ayat dalam blog bukan main cenggitu cenggini. apa problem aku pun aku sendiri tak dapat fikir, nak kata aku tak push diri aku untuk faham pun macam terlebih push sampai jadi tak faham. bila buat account aku sanggup fahamkan walaupun natijahnyaaa account much more complicated than english ohh maybe im over confident but sometimes i dont believe in myself either. 

Dari primary school until now eh i still cant get how to do english sentence with correct grammar and even my vocab are really bad. i just feel i wanna give up with my studiesssss!! stress and feeling wanna cry all night 😭. itulah dulu taknak belajar pepandai taknak cuba cakap even salah pun sekarang rasakanlah nak buat assigment terkial sendiri takde yg toling 😔😔

Oh my Allah please give me some strength, pinjamkan padaku kepandaian, bukakan mindaku, terangkan hatiku, buang sifat takut dan malu ku 😔😔 aamiinn